Month 13- March 2012- Not supposed to try but IM PREGNANT!!!

Wow so March was a crazy month for me!! My doctor told me at my follow appointment after the surgery that he wanted me to go back on the pill for a month so I don't get pregnant while my body is healing. I promised him I would not have sex , and if I did we would use condoms. Sooooo we did have sex on a Friday, and I knew I would be ovulating later the following week maybe about 5 or 6 days away. I doubted I would actually get pregnant so we didn't use a condom, and he didn't pull out either. I went on with the month as normal.. I went out a few times with girlfriends, and had a few drinks. I actually was really happy, and ate pretty healthy. So 4 days before my period was due I wiped after peeing and saw brown watery stuff on the toilet paper. I said in my head wow wonder if this is implantation blood?! Looked just like the dark spotting you get last day of your period. It went away after that , but I was still suspicious. I took a first response and it was negative. So The next day being Thursday I took a dollar tree test and I could kind of see something, but as you know if you have taken them they sometimes like to make a pretty evap line and fake you out. Here is a pic of it...

So I was feeling great on Friday. My husband, and I were shopping , and were in 2 different cars so on my way home alone I got that very weird warm horny feeling I had remembered from the hcg trigger shot. So I thought ok I'm gonna swing in and get some First Response's just in case since we had plans with Missy and Joey to go out to dinner and drinking in just a bit.. I had to pee really bad when I got home so I ran up stairs and peed on one. to my surprise I watched it turn into this...

 

Faint but there was a thin lite pink line!!! ( You might have to move your screen up and down to see it)

 I flew down the stairs and showed Brandon. He said he could see it but don't get excited yet. So I jumped in my car and ran into the store to grab digitals. I got this with that same cup of pee....

I was in complete shock!!!!!! I must have peed on no joke around 1,000 tests in the last 13 months just to be disapointed every time. Was this real am I gonna be a mom? O no the doctor told me not to try until I heal up. Ahhh now I'm scared!!! O nooooo my poor Missy!! She just told me a few hours prior that she started her period, and she was out for the month , and looking forward to going out. So I sent her the pic of the First response and said I just tested and this happened... She text me back something like " Thats awesome I'm so happy for you" My excited happiness then fully turned into O no this is so unfair!!! I wanted her to be pregnant too! I felt so awkard!! =( I told her a couple hrs before dinner that maybe we should skip dinner because I didn't wanna make her feel weird or hurt. She then told me that she had been crying since she got home and was just having a bad day, and agreed we should skip our plans. Uhhh I felt terrible for her. The next thing I thought was YAY my baby will be here only 16 weeks after my sister in laws so we both get babies!! It's all ok now!!! It finally happened for me!

Saturday morning I got up and went to target, and got Missy a big basket with tons of fertility boosters like- mucinex, opk kit, pineapples, baby aspirin, green tea, prenatals, protein shakes, redbulls for her husband to drink before sex... Just a bunch of random stuff, and a card that told her we are in this together , and she is next. I told her husband to look outside for it in a few minutes I'm gonna drop it off outside. She text me and told me how thankful she was and how it made her happy. =)

We waited until Sunday, and then told Brandon's parents and Brother , and sister in law. They were all so happy for us.
Later in the day this day I started having a bit of pain. I wanted to take a pic of what my belly looked like at month 1, and when I took it I tightened it to make it look good ( lol) and felt a shock in my uterus area so I sat down on the toilet and had a bit of red blood! Ummm what the hell is this? I called my girlfriend and talked to a few others also googled it and apparently it can be normal in early pregnancy so I just laid low, and It went away. Super scary.
So Monday I went in to the fertility Dr for an hcg. My Dr was passing by when I was having the draw, and I said "oopsie I'm pregnant" He smiled and said it should be ok, but I did want you to wait.. A few hrs later the nurse called to tell me my hcg was 23. Very low but pregnant. They want your hcg to double every 48 hrs in a normal pregnancy.

Two days later it was 44. Two days later it was 78. The nurse that called to tell me that level told me it was probably a bad pregnancy because its not double. I was furious!! I told her to ask the doctor if I should come in and what he thinks of that level , and call me back. So about an Hr later he calls me and says it could be ok we will test again after the weekend, but he wants me to go on hormones because mine are low. So they put me on the dot estrogen patches, and progesterone suppositories. The hormones made me feel bloated and my boobs were killing me.