Month 17,18 &19 - July, August, Sept 2012

Ok so last 3 months May, June and end of July nothing new since I couldn't try after the ectopic, and us being careless after the surgery when we were told not to try and did I learned my lesson! So when we did have sex we used condoms and pulled out. I have really just been trying to stay healthy and happy. My weird allergy to dairy from the methotrexate went away thank goodness! These last few months have been nice knowing I have no choice but to stay out of the " Trying" game. My last period finally starts on July 28th so we can start trying again after it's over.
We have unprotected sex for the first time since the one time that got me pregnant 8/7/12 and his sperm burns my uterus so bad!!! I literally had to run and push it out. It felt like salt in an open cut. Hmmm a weird cut in there from my surgery 5 months ago is that possible? Not sure what else it could be.. Anyway we have sex through out the week it goes away.

Long story short August AND September period comes. Yes I tested like crazy...YES that is a flash light..

These 2 months I cried really bad because I was just sure it would work right away.. My sister in law had her adorable baby so that made me feel sorry for Brandon and I that we are STILL dealing with this fertility issue.